*An open letter to the best friend I fell in love with*

Dear Best friend,

We haven't been friends for a very long time, but that doesn't make our friendship any less than the decade-old ones. For whatever time we have been together, we found the perfect friend in each other. I know you love me to death and care for me more than anyone could. I love you too. No, not your kind of love. I love you more than a friend does. Not only do I want to be there for you, I want to be with you. With you- through thick and thin, through chaos and calm, through everything. But, I know you don't want that.

For quite some time, my heart fooled me into believing that something like this could happen; that absent feeling might become existent some day. I took my time, but realised, that this won't happen. Sometimes during our late night chats; sometimes while walking with you; sometimes while making fun of you- there have been many times when I wanted to tell you the truth, but couldn't. That helplessness was killing me, and I had to come to a conclusive decision, and so I did.

I decided to move back. Not from the friendship, but from my feelings, because what we have right now is more precious to me than what we might have. We would still be friends even if I had told you, but the magic would have vanished. To keep your magical friendship intact, I choose to move back and come to the page where you are, for being there for you is more important than my wish of being with you.

Love,

The girl who will always be there.

DEDICATED TO GIRLS

Dear Brave Girl,
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I know how easy it is to fake a smile everyday when you're surrounded with friends and family.
I know how easy it is to tell everyone that you're okay. Show them how happy you are, when from the inside, you want to scream until your throat bleeds everything that you're holding within.
I know that it's easy to laugh at the tiniest jokes and wipe those tears when nobody's watching.
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But when finally you enter your room and shut the door, all the happiness and the smile disappears.
You bury your face into the pillow, curling your body and cry your heart out.
Night feels darker and loneliness haunts you with the memories that are still alive.
You hug the pillow as tight as you could knowing that nobody is going to calm you down.
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The feeling of turning into someone that you weren't supposed to, kills you little by little. 
You feel hurt. 
You feel alone. 
You feel weak.
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But darling, you don't know how strong you are.
You hide your feelings, you keep them to yourself because you don't want to be a burden on them.
You pretend to be happy knowing that who you're with, are also going from one sort of a problem or maybe other.
You share your happiness for them to forget their sorrows.
You think about them and care about their feelings.
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And when someone gives you a goodbye hug, you hold on a little longer this time feeling the love and warmth.
You're strong enough to shine brighter. Strong enough to fly higher. Open your eyes beautiful lady and take a look at things from a different perspective.
Broken doesn't make you weak. Cry your heart out. Let everything that you're holding inside, come out. So that you can reload yourself with what you're missing. And now when you look into the mirror, smile at your reflection because you Survived!
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Sincerely, 
Life.

Does a sorry heal everything?

I know it does not. But what about if the mistake done by someone is unintentional?

Unintentional and still too hurting!! Why don’t we try to understand what was the reason behind that led to such a mistake. Words are often hurting than some actions, but if those were not meant the way you considered them. Wouldn’t it be like considering black sea water to be black , as it was named so! Think twice before judging and ya its a matter of fact that we all are bound to such a mentality , that we often take things in a wrong way.

If someone does wrong to you that does not mean you were meant to be hurt nor it does mean that person is your heart soul enemy. People in today's world think that we all are surrounded by fake people because of it we often judge good people in a wrong way.

Mistake!! Everyone does it. We too are humans and we can be mistaken. But what about those who are really sorry for they did, they are guilt bounded and they could do nothing but only apologise. And still we people have to say, “A sorry cannot heal the broken heart and trust”. Its true but what about giving them atleast a last chance , don’t you think its pretty good. May be by doing so you are clear about those misconceptions and misunderstandings.

Do give them a last chance if they prove fatal again leave them, as they are. But don’t you think we often consider things on our aspects instead of knowing what the other person is going through. Try to see things from both sides. As it is well said “We cannot clap with one hand” in a similar way we cannot judge anyone without knowing their point of view.

Its not always that a sorry cannot heal everything its often that we have to accept it and forgive the person who is really guilty for their mistake.

Do try this, it could save many relations and friendship!!

SORRY is not just a word but it is often a feeling to express your guilt.

Don’t misuse it and don’t mislead it.

LIFE'S REALITY

MY HEART SWINGS AROUND ALL DAY AND NIGHT.

WONDERING WHY NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT.

WHATEVER I DO ... I FAIL IN IT L

IT MAKES ME LOOSE .. EACH AND EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE .

I FEEL LOST !

I DON’T GET .. WHAT TO DO .. AND WHAT NOT TO??

HOW TO GET  THROUGH THIS SITUATION ABOUND.

THAT MAKES ME FEEL LONELY AND BOUND.

SOMETIMES MY LIFE SEEMS WRECKED ,

LIKE A SHIP , WHICH IS ABOUT TO END.

I OFTEN FEEL ..  THAT I SHOULD QUIT :p

AND WRITE MY NAME IN LOOSERS WRIT.

BUT MY CONSCIENCE STOPS ME THERE ,

REMINDS ME OF THOSE WHO DO CARE,

OF MY PRESENCE AND ABSENCE ABBOT,

HOW WOULD THEY FEEL .. WHEN I WON’T BE ANY MORE!

NOW AS I AM TO GIVE UP ,

MY THOUGHT OF QUITTING!

BUT NOW I WILL CONTINUE UP MY LIFE..

I WOULD MAKE SURE ..

TO BE ALRIGHT.. PERFECT IN ALL ASPECTS ..

EMBRAcING MY DREAMS.. LOVE FOR MY PASSION ..

STRONGER AS EVER ... AND KIND AT HEART.. READY FOR MY SUCCESS AND AIM IN WARM ..

BUT NOW  I GET TO KNOW THE  REALITY OF LIFE..

YOU MAY MEET WITH MANY OBSTACLES ABOUT YOUR PATH ..

BUT DO REMEMBER.. YOU HAVE A GOAL SO FAR..

STRIVE AND WORK..

HARD AS WELL..

JUST BE TRUE .. AND LIFE GOES WELL! J

LIFE IA A MERE CIRCLE

WE WERE STRANGERS ...... BEFORE I MET YOU

WE BECAME FRIENDS AND LATER ON BEST FRIENDS.😍

OUR DAY BEGAN WITH EACH OTHER AND NIGHTS ENDED WITH OUR CONVERSATIONS.😍

WE GOT INTO THE MOST CREATIVE RELATION OF LOVERS.💓

BUT IT WASN'T ENOUGH..

LIFE IS A MERE CIRCLE IT HAS TO END FROM WHERE WE BEGUN..😢

ALAS!! WE BECAME STRANGERS..😯😯